Wakes thoughtful, Bubi. Ouch, we're in the process of self-pity ...
Curled on the meditations which had tried to escape with a good book and a great night's sleep Bubi stay in bed staring at the blank. He wants to slip into the black hole, until the thick of despair. It happens to Bubi.
Sometimes suffering is necessary to exorcise exasperated. Stand there looking at her, to touch, to listen. Be overwhelmed by the pain, punching, whining about their miserable fate.
And this is what Bubi lie when he hears the shadow of oppression. When not working away, drunk on diversions, exhausted in the arms of some fleeting emotion Bubi pulls the brake and is still under the murmur of dissatisfaction, torment, agony.
Most of the time it works. In a short time took over a cathartic exhaustion. Detoxification, in fact. Bubi then lifts, weak but clean.
And so it is, in fact ...
But after hours complicated and agonizing hours when the pit is the only ally of enemy, one of those contradictions necessary to understand the process of liberation? The chasm is the terror, the agony, death symbolic prelude to the end ... the scream of relief, the way out, to recapture a vital position.
Bubi is in isolation, thrown into an intimate dimension of great distress. Do not get up to eat, not listen to music, do not turn on the TV, do not pick up the phone. He is, quite simply. As a shipwrecked on a deserted island near gasping after a struggle with the waves for survival. Does not interact with the thoughts, let idler inside him like crazy.
four in the afternoon when Bubi, tired and exhausted as if he were returning from a boxing match, it opens outlook on life with a glimmer of peace. Finally. We wanted those hours of excruciating torture!
wants to restore order in its prospects here. But he has no intention of confining the rigor of some horizon discounted.
to you may miss the significance of such a determination, but to him, however, is clear ... And that's what counts. Bubi want a sort of relative calm. He calls it peace essential, Bubi. He wants to clear up some problems, wants to fundamentally sustainable existence. But exclude the radical changes and approvals ...
Dear readers do not have to necessarily take this step, you just understand that this storm inside is good for Bubi. Do not think however that it will be the only place that will cause noisy, that will change the terms of literary and real trip. It 'only a note precious personality of Bubi, its emotional universe, its dynamics intellectuals ...
Si alza e riprende il timone dell’agenda. Una lunghissima doccia, uno stuzzichino, un ottimo caffè. Esce per un po’ di shopping, poi potrà dedicarsi ad Anna!
E’ in giro per negozi quando viene raggiunto da uno strano sms di Paoletta: è stato bello? Quel punto interrogativo ora è impegnativo, Bubi decide di togliersi dagli impicci con una risposta diplomatica: è sempre bello con te, Paoletta.
Dopo è un messaggio di Monica, la ninfomane, a fargli ritrovare il suo sorriso sessuale, opportunities that naughty word ...: Bubi, I want to unbridled lust, when unleashing his friend Amica penis vagina?
piggy Hold an answer and I choose as the most refined, beautiful lady eros: the friend will come soon in the heart of his friend, takes patience!, Writes Bubi.
Sex, sex ...
Uhm, Anna will have in mind fiery embraces?
CONTINUE
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